I was extremely lucky to have such a long maternity leave. Becca was almost 15 weeks old before I officially started back to work full time. Throughout July I worked one almost full week and then a few half days here and there. All of those days, my mother in law, Joyce, kept Becca. It made it a little easier knowing she was with family and she was right around the corner. The first day that Jordan had to take her to his mom's house I was an emotional wreck. It seemed like she would be do much further away and I wouldn't see if her for much longer. We both made it through the day though!!
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Gigi and Papa BS love Becca, even when she is being fussy!! |
At the end of the month we started taking Becca to day care. I was holding it together pretty well while we were dropping her off, but then she started crying and I lost it. I felt like I was deserting my baby. It was a rough morning, but the day care called to let me know that she stopped crying soon after I left. Plus I knew that she wasn't crying because I was leaving her, just because she was having a fussy moment. The next week was easier, but I still hate not getting to see her smiling face throughout the day. Now by the time we all get home from work/daycare the hours are so short until bedtime. It is nice to know that she still gets to split time between Gigi and daycare!
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Mommy and Becca - First day of day care |
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Becca and Daddy - First day of day care |
Becca seems to be adjusting just fine. She is usually tired when we get there in the mornings so she is usually really quiet and when I pick her up at the end of the she is always happy. I wasn't sure how I'd feel coming back to work, but for now I know this is the most logical next step.